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Cooling Well Water: A Collection of Work
By An African-American Bipolar Woman by Agnes B. Levine is a
show-all collection of poems, short stories, prose, and my testimony of
deliverance. It depicts my spiritual journey overcoming domestic
violence, the adverse affects of racism, poverty, and single
parenthood. These obstacles led to my undiagnosed and untreated
clinical depression that soon led to my severe nervous breakdown.
Cooling Well
Water: A Collection of Work By An African-American Bipolar Woman is
an inspiration collection of work that includes potential readers from
various genres such as Christianity, Religion, Spirituality,
Biographical/Memoirs, Literature and Fiction.
Cooling Well Water
crosses into multiple races, but focuses on the major differences in
what and how African-American women suffer in society and it is my hope
that other races will gain insight into that as a means of helping
women of our culture improve their health status, therefore,
socio-economic status. This can be done by changing their attitudes and
behaviors that may be stereotyping, oppressive, discriminatory, and/or
racist in the workplace and community.
Cooling Well
Water: A Collection of Work By An African-American Bipolar Woman by
Agnes B. Levine also contains bone-chilling prophecy causing it to
reach into the supernatural Religious & Spirituality market as well
to make a believer out of every reader! Follow more than 50 timeless
and transcending poems for specific dialogue between God and me as He
proved to me He is real and Omnipotent! Come all the way inside that
psyche unit with me when my mind exploded! You will be inspired to
pursue your God-given purpose and trusting that God does deliver us
when we seek Him! I am especially proud to present this collection to
our African-American community because of our uniquely strong faith in
spiritual healing powers.
Cooling Well
Water: A Collection of Work By An African-American Bipolar Woman will
surely be a masterpiece showing you how that belief and therapeutic
medication lead to my mental and spiritual wellness. Yes, I defied my
medical prognoses ordering me to be institutionalized the rest of my
life at age 29. If you or a family member suffer from a mental illness,
there is hope! Discover what steps I had to take to achieve mental
stability and a quality of life living with an illness that has no cure
beginning with swallowing my pride!
Cooling Well
Water: A Collection of Work By An African-American Bipolar Woman shows
you the symptoms and educates you through easily understandable stories
written while I was actually in a few full-blown manic episodes! This
is my special gift from God to you!
After my diagnoses, I
was angry and had to literally fight for sanity. It was then that I
recognized I was an heir to mental illness and my family, although they
supported my efforts to wellness, wanted the family secret kept in the
family. God said, “No. Go out and tell your story to the masses
so that others may find serenity in My name. To this I am obedient and
I offer you Cooling Well Water: A Collection of Work By An
African-American Bipolar Woman.
Please allow me to
share with you an excerpt prose from Cooling Well
Water: A Collection of Work By An African-American Bipolar Woman
by Agnes B. Levine Titled: Two Ships Docked At Noon followed by two
Poems titled, Don’t You Know Who I Am and The Dedication
(you’ll have to own the book to get the full revelation behind
these poems). I choose these selections because they show my battle
with depression, racism, and poverty.
Message Behind the Book
Bipolar is a brain disorder due to a brain chemical imbalance. This
mental illness causes severe clinical depression that is persistent
and/or manic depression equally severe and persistent. It is the chief
mental illness with a stigma causing sufferers and family members of
this mental illness shame and embarrassment.
Currently, Bipolar affects 1
percent of the whole American population. That represents over 2.3
million adults needing mental healthcare. Ninety percent of all
individuals diagnosed with Bipolar will have a future manic episode or
clinical depression. The startling fact about this mental illness is
that of that group, African-Americans are the least likely to seek
diagnosis and treatment. This is a very harsh and a destructive reality
for society economically and socially. Particularly, the
African-American family hides mental illness the most and it then
becomes generational. These matters will over-burden an already
over-burdened healthcare system in America and contribute to the demise
of our families and communities.
Talking Points for the
book Cooling Well Water
- 2.4 million adults have a
mental illness,
- 3.4 million children have early
signs of mental illness,
- African-Americans are the least
race group to seek mental illness treatment,
- The mental illness stigmas and
myths are the leading cause of denial
- Mental Illness breaks down both
family and community
- Unemployment, Sexual
Promiscuity, Substance Abuse, Domestic Violence, Criminal Activity
- Poverty, Teen Pregnancy,
Suicide, Poor Academic Performances at all levels, etc.
Media Interview Questions
for Cooling Well Water
1) What is "Cooling Well Water: A Collection
Of Work By An African-American Bipolar Woman?"
A. "Cooling Well Water: A Collection Of Work By An
African-American Bipolar Woman" is a labor of love. It is an intimate
look at my developing spiritual relationship with my Creator as an
individual living with Bipolar.
2) Why should people read this book?
A. This collection of work is very inspirational and
encouraging allowing readers to understand the brain disorder, Bipolar.
It is a spell-binding, faith-based approach to removing stigmas and
myths and showing deliverance every Christian will understand. It will
also allow readers to witness God's grace and mercy and become
believers.
3) What makes this book different from other
books on the same topic?
A. "Cooling Well Water: A Collection Of Work By An
African-American Bipolar Woman" is unique in that it is less academic
than most other books available. It is not a novel or source of
entertainment. It is truth displayed in a powerful way that readers
will be able to see, feel, and touch. Being able to relate to my
experiences, encourages readers to feel less shame about seeking
treatment themselves or for a family member.
Readers will also learn about Bipolar and raise their
own awareness about a mental illness that has no cure, but is treatable
and manageable. Because of this alone, "Cooling Well Water: A
Collection Of Work By An African-American Bipolar Woman" is
transcending of time, ethnicity, and race.
4) How long did it take you to write this book?
A. I first began writing "Cooling Well Water: A
Collection Of Work By An African-American Bipolar Woman" in 2002. I was
in a very dark and lonely place because I was still grieving my
father's death and the end of my marriage of 19 years. I felt extremely
lonely because of the empty nest syndrome as well. I was very afraid
and I needed to find God.
During that same time, my therapist suggested I seek
faith-based counseling. I began attending bible study classes and God
began manifesting in my life stronger and more visibly.
My motor skills were not very strong at that time so I
began writing poetry like David, the Psalmist, did. I had never written
poetry before. It seemed like the more I wrote, the more God showed up
in my life with answers. He began guiding me spiritually to write even
more.
Then I experienced a manic episode while writing my
poems and I wanted to write through that experience. I wanted to write
about what was actually going on in my head while in an episode. When I
was stabilized after having my medications adjusted, I went back and
read my writings and I simply cried. They were beautiful. They were
very telling. They were quite awe-inspiring.
Then I asked God what to do with this collection. It
was a process of tweaking and fine-tuning my work so that it was no
longer scribbles, but words that best articulated my experience and
relationship with God and showing my story.
Then I put the manuscript aside.
In 2004, I was inspired to share the Collection in bits
and pieces with my church family and with my online writers' community.
I was completely filled with joy by the reception of my work by others
and I soon understood that publishing the Collection was God's purpose
for me. Once I accepted that calling and began researching the
publishing industry, I decided to self-publish. That has been a
learning experience all in itself, but I am wiser and determined to
bring this book to readers at last.
I also wanted to show the growth of my relationship
with God so when compiling the Collection, I selected samples of my
work up through year 2007.
5) How has Bipolar affected your writing?
A. Bipolar has affected my writing in several ways. For
one, when I am struggling with depression, I do not have the energy to
write. I can barely get out of bed and holding a pen was unheard of.
Being able to type is much easier than writing so I began doing my
journals on the computer by pecking keys with a finger.
Writing is also very therapeutic for me. It relaxes me.
It calms me. It allows me to stay focused for longer periods of time
and that will slow down the racing thoughts while the medication is
adjusting.
When I am going through anxiety or manic depression
where I cannot sleep, experience restlessness, and/or my thinking is
grandiose, my creative juices flow abundantly. Because of the
therapeutic aspect of writing for me, I also fell in love with
blogging. Blogging is a short way of expressing one's thoughts.
Blogging is a perfect way for me to express my angers, frustrations,
hurts, joys, or simply whatever is on my mind, etc. and that helps
guide me through the episode beyond the medicine taking hold.
My motor skills become affected by Bipolar, too.
Therefore, using the keyboard builds my strength up and helps me to
concentrate during the process.
Sometimes, I am absolutely amazed at what I wrote when
I go back and read my work after the chemicals in my brain have
balanced. God is always there.
6) Is "Cooling Well Water: A Collection Of Work By
An African-American Bipolar Woman" solely for the African-American
woman?
A. No. The title of the book came to me from the Lord.
My understanding is that because African-Americans are the one race
group in America least likely to seek mental healthcare, the book
especially needed to get the attention of members of our race
specifically. However, "Cooling Well Water: A Collection Of Work By An
African-American Bipolar Woman" encourages women, in particular, of any
race or ethnic background to trust God and seek mental healthcare. It
is inspirational on many levels to aide women to empower themselves and
take charge of the circumstances that disable them from living a
quality life.
Also, "Cooling Well Water: A Collection Of Work By An
African-American Bipolar Woman" allows every member of every race group
to understand the adverse affects of issues that specifically harm the
African-American woman spiritually, emotionally, mentally,
psychologically, and physically especially. This is important if
America is ever going to seriously address the sky-rocketing cost of
healthcare. Untreated mental illnesses cost America 100 billion dollars
each year!
7) Is it true that "Cooling Well Water: A
Collection Of Work By An African-American Bipolar Woman" contains
prophecy?
A. Yes.
8). Can you give us an idea about the
prophetic content of "Cooling Well Water: A Collection Of Work By An
African-American Bipolar Woman?"
A. God is very real. He is the Alpha and the Omega. He
wrote the script.
9) Will it be difficult for readers to believe
the prophecy shared in the book knowing that the source came from a
person with a mental illness?
A. That worried me at first, but then I focused on the
fact that I am accountable to God to be obedient only to Him. Readers
will be able to decide for themselves about the prophecy in a chilling
way.
Agnes Levine's Publishing
Journey
1) Why are you self-publishing "Cooling Well
Water: A Collection Of Work By An African-American Bipolar Woman?"
A. As a writer, I learned that the publishing industry
is a very complex industry. Like most writers, I believe my book is
worthy to be shared and it has to be shared. The publishing industry
has millions of people feeling the same way. Therefore, access to a
publisher is extremely hard and then to have your manuscript accepted,
is even harder.
2) Is it costly?
A. Absolutely. In my experience, I did not do enough
research when I first began marketing my book product. That experience
cost me a pretty penny. However, it also taught me to spend more time
studying the industry! That was the key to making the decision to
self-publish. I used to fret over the money I lost the first time
around, but I turned that experience into a stepping stone and now I
think of it as a semester in Self-Publishing 101.
3) Would you advise writers to self-publish or
find a publisher with a sound history?
A. Writers need to know and understand that writing is
a separate task altogether. An editor is needed to proof your work and
that is the best investment to complete the writing part of publishing.
The second part is publishing your book. You can be
patient until the end of time waiting for a mainstream publisher or a
small publisher to accept your manuscript. It depends on your personal
goal.
The third and most important part in my opinion, is
marketing your book product. No Author can rely solely on any publisher
to sell his or her book. Authors must become their own salesman and act
vigorously to bring buyers to their product. The book stores are not
going to become your salesman. If writers are not up for this part of
the publishing process, then it is not time to be looking for a
publisher or spending time and money on the first two parts of
publishing.
Writers must research and study the publishing industry
and then decide on what their personal goals are for the release of
their book. Is the topic time-sensitive? Is the book historical or a
romance novel? What genre will you target? Who will do your book cover?
How many books do you want printed? Are you willing to invest many long
hours and money into marketing and promoting your book? These types of
questions should help an author decide whether or not to self-publish.
4). Will there be more work from you as an
Author?
A. Absolutely.
Cooling Well Water: A Collection of Work By
An African-American Bipolar Woman by Agnes B. Levine ISBN
#0975461206 IS A MUST HAVE BOOK FOR EVERY African-American and American
household. Women of the African diaspora all of the world will cherish
this book from generation to generation! Even the unique classy cover
painted by me makes Cooling Well Water: A Collection of
Work By An African-American Bipolar Woman. a beautiful book to
display on your coffee table or desk!
Challenge your thinking by answering a few questions
following the stories and best of all…
You can blog with me, Agnes B. Levine, about Bipolar,
manic depression and clinical depression, its symptoms, and succeeding
in life with this brain disorder. Share laughs and tears, always find
great links to mental healthcare organizations and let’s chip
away at that dark family secret that destroys us all once and for all!
Join me at myspace.com/coolingwellwater
HBCU member name Agnes Levine at: www.hbcuconnect.com and blog
with me there, too!